Saturday, July 19th

Welcome to Durham, North Carolina.

Over the next 30 days I intend to write all of my fears, hopes, and dreams concerning my unborn daughter Charlotte (TBA, we go back and forth with this name. You're welcome to participate in the poll at the bottom of the page). I hope that through my family's experiences in dealing with her condition known as Gastroschisis, we can help others who are trying to understand or cope with this condition.

An introduction is in order.

My name is Devlin. I am married to Ashley, going on 4 years, and the father of Ava who is now 19 months old. I posted a picture of her over there on the right. There is nothing more important in this world to Ashley and I than our family. I've wrestled privately with my thoughts concerning Charlotte for some time, for nearly 8 months, but I think I've finally given up on the idea that I can overcome this weight on my own. It was important to me to play the role of the strong husband for my wife. I let no weakness, no matter how great, creep into my heart. I could have no burden of my own if I was going to assume hers. However, the induction date is now only 30 days away and I can no longer avoid the emotional obstacles. It is my hope that by writing publicly I can find the confidence to face the challenges privately.

I hope you will take this journey with me.